After troubling over what to put I think that it could not possibly be as bad as how I was treated in real life, so I feel like I should say it for myself and others really. Over the time I have been posting here if anyone follows my posting you may have seen changes in me, over the last few months from around the start of the year I have had changes that have been caused by many things and after a long period of uncertainty I have eventually found and have made myself ok with my sexuality. The truth is that I am gay. I still do not see why it happened due to being brought up against it and everything, but now rather than hating myself for it I am acceptant. I am not a kind of overplaying gay person, but instead I am very quiet and, well the opposite really. I am an emotional wreck as may have been picked up by my previous news post and people who know me are ok with this. I hope you don't see a reason to hate me for any of this.