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Previous pony news post getting full, I love you all, but my computers lag loading many comments doesn't. So new pony post time!
Lately I have been reading fan-fiction a lot more, and decided I would go and make my own. So I did! My DeviantArt - Below is a list of my fiction for those interested.
Collection of my shipping / clop / normal stories:
3 Weeks Party - part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9 - Full mane cast romance story, AppleShy, RainbowPie, TwiRari and other pairing.
3 Days Regret - Part 1, part 2 part 3, part 4, part 5. The second half of 3 Weeks Party.
A Great And Powerful Toy - Three-way clop between Twilight Luna and Trixie.
Added Weight - AppleDash short.
But Why Balloons? - Short Pinkie Pie story.
Hearth's Warming Weather - Short cute Hearth's Warming story.
Fluttershy eats jelly cubes - The name pretty much sums this cute story up.
Collection of my darker stories:
Fluttershy's Sink - Flutterabuse
Currently writing more fiction. also my channel on YouTube. Let's playing things and other random stuff.
Also previous pony stuff.
So hows every pony doing?

I recently got into Let's Playing on YouTube, my channel Current list of let's plays active / done / soon doing: Skies of Arcadia, Oddworld Abe's Oddysee, Sonic The Fighters, Resident Evil Survivor, Sonic R, Vib Ribbon, Eternal Darkness Sanity's Requiem, Oddworld Abe's Exoddus, Resident Evil Outbreak.
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I realized I haven't made a news post about ponies yet, why not I don't know, so I now have! So here's some pony things, wont link loads I am looking / listening / reading / watching though, but I'm mostly a Deviant Art person at the moment for my pony goods :)
Some cute fan-fiction, I love all the fan-fiction of the ponies on DA <3
Building Bridges, a nice Twilight Dash shipping that gets quite upsetting yet ends happily. A very good read.
Cupcakes, and yes I do hate how I love this.
Everypony Radio, exactly what it sounds like :)
Super Ponybeat Vol. 1 - Link to download
I recently found this free fan-made soundtrack for My Little Pony. With 13 tracks. I instantly fell in love with it and as such put it here for more to love it! You can also choose to donate some money if feeling nice. Late? Yea I know its probably a month or so old now but hey! Can never be to late!
Happy Brony Day on 15th July!
So hows every pony doing?

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Also the rest of the perfect game. But I best add stuff about me also since been off for ages.
After a long time of being told to move away I got forced into a flat to live on my own. Seeing as I don't currently have a job it's not exactly the best thing to do but it seems that wasn't a concern. Well now I have basically no money and can only just do the bare needs for living. So generally it sucks.
Sadly this means I likely can't go to any more meet ups for quite a while until I can actually get a bit of money saved up for them so likely calling off the ones this year and will see how it goes for next year. Seeing as the world is meant to end by meteorites or sun going nova or zombie Apocalypse or whatever it is this time in 2012 would be nice to get one before that.
Interestingly the thing I'm not having trouble with at the moment is sleeping, I cant sleep long enough still but always going to sleep roughly on time now, then again that might just be as I only just got internet back so haven't got back into playing World of Warcraft at night yet.
yes I'm aware this isn't Yaoi, but I love it and it has girls in it so why the hell are you complaining thats the type of thing you like.

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Manchester Meet up went so well that it deserves a new news post. So Count Duckula it is.
Also shameless abuse of picture I stole.

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So it's the 29th of November again...personal "holiday" ftl.
Also I need to hide my sexuality irl now, not exactly the best thing in the world but hey, lifes shit. Maybe I won't hide if asked, but really can't say for sure if it will be ok for me to let it out, likely get fired if not attacked sigh.
Come hide in the closet with me, I swear I'll be gentle.

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Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born...
After the stars doth cross the heavens,
The sky in the East doth darken and air doth fill with mourning.
From the chosen land beyond the forest, a sign of the Wave comes.
Riding the wake is Skeith, the shadow of Death, to drown all that stands.
Mirage of deceit, Innis, betray all with the flawed image, and did aid the Wave.
By the power of Magus, a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens, and creates a new Wave.
With the Wave, Fidchell, the power to tell the dark future: hope darkens, sadness and despair rules.
Gorre schemes when swallowed by the Cursed Wave.
Macha seduces with the sweet trap.
Wave reaches the pinnacle, and escape none can. Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.
And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave. Only a void remains. From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.
Perhaps then the wave is just a beginning as well.

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After over a year of wanting to Kill Arthas since first setting foot in Northrend after all the long hard work in the raids leading up to and including Icecrown Citadel, progressing through each boss sooner or later and perfecting them, me and my fellow guild members finally reached The Frozen Throne. We slowly worked our way through the tough battle until finally we almost killed him. Then he killed us all.
Luckily we all came back and stunned him where we slaughtered his helpless behind with all my healing damage I could throw and left him dying with Frostmourn broken beside his throne, then some stuff happened...
So then we took stuff off his body and left where we got a fountain made to commemorate the victory in Dalaran and then went and did some battlegrounds and got slaughtered by some horde. So thats how the Lich King died, I killed him.
Sadly there is a lack of Arthas yaoi so this will have to do. It can be seen as romantic I guess so its good enough.
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Again I have had to move house this time "for the last time" which I suppose is good as I can finally get used to somewhere being my room without it being forced to change. Good points about it being, the room is a lot bigger, the door will actually open more than half way which does make coming in and out a lot easier. Sadly the house is overall to big and far away from others resulting in the rooms being unheated with all the warm air escaping. Which added to the already complete lack of heat from the pointless cold to be making me sitting hear shivering to an extent. I suppose in summer it might be ok though so only have to suffer 3/4 of the year which isn't to bad.
The house itself is one of those named houses, rather than a number like any normal building. It's in the middle of nowhere, a college about "a few hundred yards away" though I don't think that's specific and a golf course behind the house. Its a pretty large solitary house the size of a normal detached house with some extra. At night its completely alone no light no cars or people and the like. It could become quite the scary place to live fearing some horror movie event would take place. If it wasn't for there being another almost identical house next door of course. Who knows maybe some crazed mass murdering pedophile lives there, but its likely just a boring normal old woman.
So yes, a new home, nothing else interesting has happened for a long time so I guess that's it.

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Another year dawns, has it really came so quick? Another year lost to never return, while I have accomplished nothing at all. I left for a long time, rarely coming back. As a fool I discarded any hope I once had resting on others as I cast them away, have I learnt nothing. Have I been enjoying myself in this time wasted away from all. I thought I was. I was able to forget things, I forgot to much. I forgot the wrong things and still the few I wanted to discard linger on my mind dormant but present and awakening. These thoughts are scattered and scarred jagged. I need time to sort them that I do not have. I have all the time in my life to waste, but what will the waste accomplish. I stated I never cared for my life that's true, but others insist I find meaning I find a purpose. I may be selfish keeping to myself but I am more giving than anyone sparing whatever I would take from them in life. Yet I can't just fade away...I have returned, and I wish I had never left. I just wonder if there are still people who seem to care about me, or for me.
Extended.
A change from last year, now I am on benefits having to look for work I keep getting rejected from that I now don't have the care to chase around, benefits probably going to be removed soon due to that. Nothing good to show around for why anyone should hire me for something I would be crap at so i spend my days even worse than before now also being afraid of being left without anything at any time while I continue to waste my life doing nothing. Also added to that new crap I'm still basically the same as always except now I am afraid of loosing the small financial support I have, this causing me to only become more stressed and fall deeper. Worse than college maybe, I am mostly alone, but now I have to interact more than ever to have people depend on me. It really is impossible for our "social" race to be alone, even forced into it only to be dragged back afterwards. It's impossible not to loose in this 'game' of life.
Short happy note, I just got banned after trying to break half the rules for countless sleepless nights one mod finally decided to be nice to me and ban me <3
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Once again sleep has become an issue, I have never been good at sleep, always had to take 2 maybe hours lying down until I could fall asleep and then wake up early as well. But over the last few days I have been getting less and less sleep until the last 2 nights being able to get what seems like a few minutes if that asleep, and judging by the time when checking maybe not even that. I am already to tired to focus and if this continues any more nights I would probably end up collapsing, which yes would be nice to get me to sleep, and be amusing as I don't recall collapsing for a long time, but isn't the best idea. Is this connected to the day? A pointless question as why else would it be happening now. Making a day to concentrate everything into seemed like a good idea, but when it comes back to that week I really am screwed. Hopefully things will slowly return to, 'normal' afterwards.
"Grand Finale!"
Anti-climactic I suppose would be the fitting title. Kept getting worse until the Saturday when my friend, I'm going to be sad but true only one, came over as we decided to have a sleep over for some reason. I actually enjoyed myself and forgot all about the crap just about to consume me. Sadly my sleep is more fucked up than ever now due to it not being settled, but it seems I actually avoided the worst part, how nice. Yet again though its proof that I can't stay alone, only helped as someone was with me. I realized the date after he was gone, yet decided to stay off and not make some big 29th post, not needed and wanted to avoid doing anything to make me feel worse. Maybe to settle the problems with sleep and my eating. Oh I didn't mention my eating problem, its worse than ever I haven't eaten up to 20% of a meal in about a week, always hungry yet never eating only keeping energy which somehow keeps me going despite the lack of sleep from small snacks which I can kind of eat. The sleep and eating and etc, might have been settled if the 29th was as crap as it was suppose to be, so maybe by avoiding it its infact made it worse overall...oh well.

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It happens more than you might think, unless you think it happens like it does in which case it happens as much as you think. I would say it could happen less than you think, but no one thinks it happens that much.

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